A war within yourself is the hardest to conquer. They are better off without you. You aren’t worthy. Leave. My thoughts are on a dangerous loop.It’s my entire life.The MC needs me to be a man I can never be. I weaken them. I listen to my thoughts and leave everything I know and love behind. Vanishing in the middle of the night, I find myself a lone rider in New Jersey. Only to step in a Ruthless Kings territory, and they are far from what a King should be. Women are being threatened, sold and abused by their hands.Saving them is a priority. Falling in love with one of them is not.Scarlett ends up being a savior to my soul. I’m worthless. She’ll see in time. The fight for survival just got a lot harder.Within myself, with these bikers, with life. My mind is my own worst enemy.